a simple veil

A simple veil shrouds me from society. The clouds that have been overhead all week aren't helping. Tonight is Friday, and I have spent it hoping my phone would light up with an invitation for adventure. It's been a long while since I have declared myself stagnant enough to put my action in the hands of another. I am typically the rouser (apparently not a word, but I will pretend I am Shakespeare for the moment...) of my compatriots. It's a rare feeling to allow my fate to something that I know will not transpire. It's like a warm blanket and a bottomless pit all at once. A warm bottomless pit of blankets...? I think that I need to fill my time with something, but having no deadlines or rules to regulate me, I find myself researching things on the internet, like how LSD was the death of God, and how if you can solve a simple word problem that has no relevance in real life that somehow makes you smarter than others. The internet is a vast fount of ridiculous knowledge, and I am truly mesmerized.